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Look there he is again
Smiling and chatting with his friends
I wish someday he would notice me . . .
The sparkle in his dark brown eyes
The precious glow in his face
Only makes me love him more and more . . .
The first time I saw him was in a summer camp
He was reticent yet so kind
The flames of a first love lit the tiny, cold lamp
Embedded deep within my heart!
When I see your face, I'm filled with happiness
When I hear your voice, I can't help blushing
I dont know what is this burning pain inside
But I know I never want to leave your side
Here we are in middle school
With all those from our childhood
Everything just as it was before . . .
You smiling with your own friends
I talking with new acquaintances
But you still linger in my thoughts . . .
My young love for you has never been extinguished
In fact it has grown more and more
From a flickering tongue into an raging inferno
Tearing my chldish world apart!
And as this pain within continues to intensify
So does this increasing longing for you
Is this weird or sweet
Touching or sickening?
I want to know if you love me
I stayed up 'till 1:00am
Drawing out my affection
Whether you love me or do not
Can we at least be friends?
"I LOVE YOU"
--- Signed "heart-flower-cross"
When you got the letter, you asked me in English class
"Did draw this picture?"
I said I made it for a "dear friend" through a smile
Packing up my things in the hallway before school ends
I heard in the classroom:
"I'm so sorry about this nasty incident
I'm sorry 'she' loves you"
Throughout the year's remains, you only glared at me
With freezing scorns that blew out the flames of love
I guess the answer to is sickening
Because of me, you moved away
This burning pain that lied deep within my heart
Is replaced by the flames of burning hatred
In truth, I still do care for your being, but
I am sorry for loving you
Smiling and chatting with his friends
I wish someday he would notice me . . .
The sparkle in his dark brown eyes
The precious glow in his face
Only makes me love him more and more . . .
The first time I saw him was in a summer camp
He was reticent yet so kind
The flames of a first love lit the tiny, cold lamp
Embedded deep within my heart!
When I see your face, I'm filled with happiness
When I hear your voice, I can't help blushing
I dont know what is this burning pain inside
But I know I never want to leave your side
Here we are in middle school
With all those from our childhood
Everything just as it was before . . .
You smiling with your own friends
I talking with new acquaintances
But you still linger in my thoughts . . .
My young love for you has never been extinguished
In fact it has grown more and more
From a flickering tongue into an raging inferno
Tearing my chldish world apart!
And as this pain within continues to intensify
So does this increasing longing for you
Is this weird or sweet
Touching or sickening?
I want to know if you love me
I stayed up 'till 1:00am
Drawing out my affection
Whether you love me or do not
Can we at least be friends?
"I LOVE YOU"
--- Signed "heart-flower-cross"
When you got the letter, you asked me in English class
"Did draw this picture?"
I said I made it for a "dear friend" through a smile
Packing up my things in the hallway before school ends
I heard in the classroom:
"I'm so sorry about this nasty incident
I'm sorry 'she' loves you"
Throughout the year's remains, you only glared at me
With freezing scorns that blew out the flames of love
I guess the answer to is sickening
Because of me, you moved away
This burning pain that lied deep within my heart
Is replaced by the flames of burning hatred
In truth, I still do care for your being, but
I am sorry for loving you
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In truth, this song is about my first crush experience. Yes, embarrassing, I know. If you don't understand what's going on, then read this:
So, I fell in love with a boy in elementary school while attending a summer camp, because he looked handsome to me and he seemed like a really kind person. He attended the same middle school as I did, and my love for him grew too fast, to the point of where I wanted to be by his side, and all that mushy crap. So, because I could not contain it any longer, I drew a "love letter" card that simply said "I LOVE YOU. DO YOU LOVE ME?" and signed it with the symbols of a flower, heart and cross, symbolizing my entire name. Problem is, I'm the only person who professed she was Christian, and people bullied me for that, plus other reasons. The guy easily found out it was me, and hated me for it for the rest of the school year. With his dignity shattered, he dared not return to the same school as "the bitch on the spaceship" (one of my temporary nicknames for a day when I wore my frizzy hair "down"). And that's it!
The memory does not hurt me one bit, because he was a jerk during the time anyway, so NO sympathy comments! I merely wrote this song for the challenge to put my foggy recollection to a beat.
So, I fell in love with a boy in elementary school while attending a summer camp, because he looked handsome to me and he seemed like a really kind person. He attended the same middle school as I did, and my love for him grew too fast, to the point of where I wanted to be by his side, and all that mushy crap. So, because I could not contain it any longer, I drew a "love letter" card that simply said "I LOVE YOU. DO YOU LOVE ME?" and signed it with the symbols of a flower, heart and cross, symbolizing my entire name. Problem is, I'm the only person who professed she was Christian, and people bullied me for that, plus other reasons. The guy easily found out it was me, and hated me for it for the rest of the school year. With his dignity shattered, he dared not return to the same school as "the bitch on the spaceship" (one of my temporary nicknames for a day when I wore my frizzy hair "down"). And that's it!
The memory does not hurt me one bit, because he was a jerk during the time anyway, so NO sympathy comments! I merely wrote this song for the challenge to put my foggy recollection to a beat.
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